Tuesday, 4 August 2009
WHENS E LAST TIME U SAID...

YES STRANGE!!duno why i so nice to pple who have been idiots to me in e past yes i actualli complimented sum1 of d past!!ahha WHOWW unlike me bt true la no1 ever did so much by puttin in so much effort!so surpise bdae party all fo rme buy me bouquets, get me this n tt i instantly want and farni part always suprising me farni rite!rEALLI ANIversarys i get suprised ma bdae i do n then even on norm daes i get presents outside ma room door haha i duno yeah its not bat d present e person even bakes me ma fav carrot cake frm coffeebean how cool rite n brownies for aniversarys ahha n then even cooks for ma family every xmas n any1s bdae haha I TINK SO SSWEET!YES in case u r readin n fumin nah thi sis not a offense to any1 i mean chris was a jerk i admit bt arr she realli put in effort la to b e bf by all her farni suprises!unlike caorl whose a wonderful person inside out as a bf bt jus nvr bothers a shit dunst lift a finger or a muscle in her brain to plan sumthin for me!haha even bdae cake mus remind her haha !!no la i not complainin jus norm tt i feel tis wae!i duno when i got rmit i was d happiest bt i tot she wud b too bt seems shes liek kp tokin abt how i m goin to rmit n big deal shit i mean haiz!if u cant feel happi dun pretend cos i m v cofused!Y arr leik tt!who m i arR?!GF RITE?!!NOT OUTSIDER?!!EVEN OUTSIDRS R HAPPI FOR ME LIEK DIL N SANDS N OTHERS U LEH UUUUU E KEY PERSON IN MA LIFE!!WAT E SHIT U DO SIAL!YES GO ON N ON ABT HOW U SPENT ON MA PERFUME!!IS TT REALLY IMPT CK!!SERIOUSLY DUN MAKE ME SLAP U FOR HURTIN ME OS BAD!I WISH I CUD SHAKE U SO HARD N TELL U WAT A FARKER U BEEN!EVER ASKED ME IF I ATE?HOW IS THIS N TT?EVER VISITED MA MUMMY?EVER EVER FOR ONEC NOT B SELFISH N DID SUMTHIN WO EXPECTING?!!OR NO EVERY FITE MUS BRING IN SUMTHING!!THEN Y B WITH ME M I A FARKIN MAID?!!IF U CANT HANDLE ME UDN B WITH ME COS U MAKE ME SO MAD TT I WISH I CUD JUS RUN AWAE FRM U!!ARGHH so mani things I CANT TELL U !!Y COS U R SUCH A BAD MANNERED PERSON!!YES i go movie tt is a big deal?!!WAT E SHIT?!!i cant even go for movie i havent been for a movie in 3 mths!!dudee!!when i ask u u sae no spuddy this or church this or muay thai shit then wat m i to do?SIT N WAIT?!!!!FOREVER?!!u said this week we will go bt no nothin came up frm u!!haiz!!why do i have to ask ur permission isnt tis ma life!is not leik i m datin another guy or meetin guy bhind u wat!ma pal sim onli wat!!wats wrong whose dog is it!!MINE OR URS U IDIOT!!OUT OF E LUV I HAVE FOR E DOG I COME N SEE IT N CMPANY IT IF U TOK SO MCUH ABT RESPONSIBILITY U STAYED IN FAIZAR CAFE SO LONG FOR FARK?!!!IF U NOE U GOT RESPOSNIBILITY N U NOE TT I M NOT RESPONSIBLE ENUFF?!!THEN U TOK SO MUCH LEIK DOG FOR WAT ALWAYS BARK N BARK I M HUMAN TOO K LEARN TO TOK NICELY DO U GET SATISFACTION OUT OF MAKIN PPLE SAD?WONT U EVER B HAPPI FOR SUM1 LEIK ME?!!IS IT WRONG TT I GOT INTO RMIT?!!IF I FAIL R U GONA MOCK ME?YES !!I NOE U!!THEN Y B WITH ME!!Y R U WASTIN MA FRIGGIN TIME!!Y CANT U UNDERSTAND ME !!IF ITS SO HARD Y BOTHER DUN BOTHR JUS LEAVE!!I DINT LEASH U UP!!DUN GIME THIS SHIT ABT HOW U SCARED PPLE WILLT AKE ADV OF ME YEAH U URSELF DO!!EX IS CALLIN ME IRRESPOSNSIBLE WHEN ITS UR DOG!!URR RESPONSIBILITY N HOW I SHUNDNT WATCH MOVIE!I HAVENT SEEN MA PARENTS FOR WEEK N THXS TO U N UR DUMB SHIT I M SICK N TIRED!EVERYDA EI M AT UR HOUSE N U TELL ME I M IRRESPONSIBLE?!U R SUCH A MUDAFCUKA I M SO SORRY FOR ALL THIS SHIT WORDS I M V V ANNOYED!!ARGHH FUSTRATIONS IF I DUN SAE IT HERE I WILL PROB SHOOT MASELF IN MA HEAD!!REALLI I M JUS SO ANNOYED WITH U YES LA U CANT B A DARN GOOD BF THEN AT LEAST B A GOOD PAL TT ALSO U CANT Y DUN U JUS FIND SUM1 ELSE WHO DUN NEED UR LUV OR U ARD N CAN PUT UP WITH UR NONSENSE !COS I CANT COS I M HUMAN!WITH ALOT OF EMOTIONS MORE THEN U!!SO HOW!!WAT DO U SUGGEST N WAT E HECK DO U MEAN U FORSEE A BREAKUP!!IF TTS WAT U WAN CARRY ON!!I M NOT GONA STOP U!!CHANCES AFTER CHANCES U GOT BT EVER ONCE FULLI UTILISED ANY?!!PLS TINK ABT IT ITS NOT JUS D MONEY U SPNE TON PURFUME TTS NOT IMPT!!INFACT WATS IMPT IS UR EFFORT!!SUMTHIN I DUN SEE AT ALL!!REALLI!! NO PT DATIN SUM1 WHEN U NOT WILLIN TO PUT IN EFFORT !!YES ASK ME BACK!!WELL I M TRYIN TO ARRANGE A TRIP TO GO SUMWHERE NEAR BY DO U CARE NO!!DO I LOOK LIEK A IDIOT TO U!!ARGH DO WATEVER U AN BREAK LA I WONT DIE WO U INFACT I WILL DO BETA!I TELL U I M SO PEKCEK WITH U Y R U SUCH A IDIOTIC PERSON!Y CANT U JUS B NORM BF!!ARGHHHHHHHH N NOPE I M NOT RESPONSIBLE FOR UR SHIT U DUN TAKE ME FOR GRNTED!E DAE I WALK OUT N NOT COME BACK I TELL U U R GONA REGRET THIS!I M NOT A MAID HUMAN WITH E SAME AMT OF FEELING U HAVE MAYB EXTRA MORE!SO PLS PLS PLS LEARN LEARN LEARN TO FILTER UR WORDS FRM UR MOUTH N B MORE SENSITIVE TO MA FEELINGS N TOTS!I DUN LEIK TO FITE I DUNW ANA FITE BT I NEED U TO UNDERSTAND HOW TO LUV SUM1 NICELY N NOT JUS KP NAGGIN!YES LOVE IS A CHOICE CK I GET IT BT U DUN EVEN TRY TO MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL THEN WAT CHOICE SHUD U EVEN MAKE IF U DUN PUT IN ANY EFFORT?!SINCE I M NOT WORTH UR EFFORTS THEN YEAH IF ITS RATHI U PUT IN EFFORT ENTERTAIN HER EVEN DESPITE NOEIN I WILL LEAV EU !!SEE TTS EFFORT!SO WAT U LUV HER?!OK LA THEN B WITH TT STUPIT BITCH LA!I WISH U ALL D BEST!I JUS WAN U TO NOE I M GOOD WO U!REALLI CAROL!!WHENS D LAST TIME U PUT ME TO SLEEP N JUS STARED AT MEWHILEI SLEPT?OR DID U EVER DO TT?WHENS E TIME U SANG ME TO SLEEP OR DID U EVER DO TT?WHENS E LAST TIME I SAID I LUV SUMTHIN N U ATTEMPTED COOKIN TT FOR ME OR EVER DONE TT?WHENS E LAST TIME U GAVE ME A HUG N A KISS TELLIN ME U LUV ME OVA D PHONE OR IN LIFE?WHENS E LAST TIME U GENUINELY FELT TLIKE U LUVED ME N TOLD ME SO?WHENS E LAST TIME U CAME OVA TO MA HOUSE N IRRITATE ME ?WHENS E LAST TIME U N I STOOPED FITING?!!COS SERIOUSLY I CANT TRACE!!I CANT KP TRACK!COS EVERYDAE SUM NEW SHIT SURFACES!! R U RUNNIN A FIND D FLAW PRODUCTION LINE?WHENS E LSAT TIME U FED ME CAROL?!!!WHENS E LAST TIME WE WENT TO E TEMPLE?!!YES KP DRAGGIN ME TO CHURCH!!ARGHH SO FUSTRATING!!I M NOT CATHOLC Y WUD I WAN AKP GOIN THERE!!SUM TIMES OK NOT EVERYTIME CAROL!!Y KP FORCIN ME I LUV CHURCH WITH U BT JUS NOT ALL D TIME I NEED MA TIME IWTH FAMILY..WHENS E LAST TIME U ALLOWED ME TO VISIT MA SICK MUM N INSTEAD ASK ME SPEND TIME WITH A DARN DOG TT HAS 5 OTHER PPLE TO ENTERTAIN IT!!ARGHH I HATE U CAROL!!WHENS E LAST TIME U EVEN CAME TO SAE HELLO AUNTY UNCLE!WHENS E LAST TIME U GAVE ME A PAT ON MA BACK N SAID WELL DONE?WHENS E LAST TIME WE WENT OUT AND HAD A DECENT MEAL TOG?WHENS E LAST TIME WE SAW MOVIES AT HOME OR OUT?WHENS E LAST TIME WE WENT OUT TO ECP?WHENS E LAST TIME WE HEAR OUR MP3 TOG ON E BUS?WHENS E LAST TIME WE SMILED AT EACH TOHER GENUINELY?WHENS E LAST TIME U TOLD ME NICE THINGS ABT ME?WHENS E LAST TIME U MELTED ME?WHENS E LSAT TIME U BROKME MA HEART?!!THIS QN U SURE CAN ANS!!ALL D TIME!WHENS E LAST TIME U BOTHERED ABT ME N MA FEELINGS MOE THEN URSELF?WHENS E LAST TIME U PUT ME 1ST B4 U?WHENS E LAST TIME U TOT ABT URSELF B4 EVERY1 ELSE?ALL D TIME!WHENS E LAST TIME U WANTED HAVE FUN WITH ME?WHENS E LAST TIME WE EVEN WANTED TO GO ON A TRIP TOG?WHENS E LAST TIME WE SPENT QUALITY TIME WO anIMALS OR HUMANS?!!ARGHH TINK ABT IT!!WHENS E LAST TIME I RECD A LOVE LETTER?WHENS E LAST TIME U LOOOKED ME INTO MA EYES?WHENS E LAST TIME U SAID I LOOK GOOD?WHENS E LAST TIME U TOLD ME U NVR WANA LEAVE ME?!!i m not comparin u to e tv guy bt realli watch it n have sum brains to treat ur gf!!realli http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eyBmG9ZZnLM&feature=related

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MASS COMM?!BITCHY WORLD?SUPERFICIAL?KIMORA?LAUREN CONRAD?ME?!.
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I am a gurl who wishes to try the impossible and make it right for me.Is Mass comm what i been missing out to get it right? Or would i be too caught up in the superfical world of communications?!

Unconditional Desires.
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Lovers.
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Mix the words up.
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It took time to see.
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You have my thanks.
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