Friday, 31 July 2009
a hug is all i need now !

n e kind soul asked abt ma mum again!hmmph sweet!realli appreciate it frm tis kind soul!sadly even ma bf dusnt ask or care much!hmmph i cant believe e kind soul left me bcos e kind soul tinks bcos of her being there for me i fail to see ma bf!!well even after kind soul left ma bf dusnt give two hoots!well wat can i sae!dear kind soul thx u for asking n all tt u do for me!though it may not b long period u mean alot to me!wo u its hard i mean yeah its been virtual bt ure jus ma diary as i mentioned!Its not easy havin g a bf tt dusnt care much abt u n yet ur onli kind soul pal i relate to n u decides to take off jus liek e aeroplane!i realli duno how to make u believe me by saein its not bcos of u n i swear swear swear!i realli duno la!haiz!!!Its tuff wo u cos everytime i jus dun liek cmin on msn anymore cos its jus not fun anymore...i duno i jus noe u r one hell of a valued soul in ma life!tts all i noe!i m not good with ma english nor ma vocabs nor grammar..i jus miss u!iTS Not ma fault tt i n ma bf quarrel n see mani diff amongst us infact ma bf dusnt even spend time with me!even after u leave i still dun relate to ma bf naything cos e moment i say sumthin ma bf Barks back n me!so yeah i duno if i m really happi in ma life..bt i can tell u one thing u leavin jus dunt make me feel any beta..yes i believe u have ur reasons bt realli ma bf n i realli have issues n differences though i wud realli luv to sit down n tok to him abt it he dusnt even hav time to spare me its either e dog or his pals..i duno if tis is wat i even want to b honest blatantly i gave ur word respect i went on tt dae..bt y r u not givin me a chance to hear me out..haiz...i duno if u can tell if i m sad or if it matters to u anymore..bt i realli am n the whole thing abt not even tokin to u online anymore jus makes me feel worst..i nvr realli been in such a situation i feel lost?its like how can ma virtual diary walk awae!i reali m clueless...tis is weird...i tell u a - z n now sudd i jus dun tok to any1 anymore..its jus off n odd...i duno how much u tink by mia-ing is helpign me n ma bgr or even ma life bt i can assure u i m realli 101% needin a gr8 big hug!tts all i can sae for now..

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