Thursday, 30 July 2009
5HOURS OUTSIDE A&E TT SORTA CHANGED MA PERCEPTION!!

Dear bLoggie,

HU XI!!!FInalli i feel leik i can breathe!!Manz!!was a xasperating day!!I woke up at 630am wondering how come mum nvr wake me up today for ma HAVENT BRUSH TEETH Milo!!n then i go to her room wakey her!!then she said rekha i m not well!!i was liek oMGGG okok u rest sorry sorry!!cos e day b4 yest she go polyclinic take med e stupit doc instead of gibvin her her high blood pressure med she been takin for 13yrs gave a new one seems its a med for heart!!hmMPH went polyclinic ditn feel rite by rite i wanted go work then i realised she gave ma dad 200 bucks saein in case i go hosp!!then i felt weird so i took off n then true enuff go polyclinic FARKER MADE US WAIT 1HR 30MINS N I TOLD HER MA MUM heart dusnt feel well!!NO1 GAVE 2 SHITS!FINE!!ARGHHH n then arr Went to e doc la finalli indian lady!!WHOA she was leik v shocked at mums condition cos she was V V WEAK N PULSE WEAK!!SO yeah then I PANICKED AS USUAL COS MA MUM MAH!!MA LIFE LEH MA PARENTS!DUN PANIC THEN HOW!! i m bad with such things!!n then arr she ref to downstairs n insisted on wheelchair so fine mum went n then they put her in observation room where they took pulse n all n then she called ambulance!!YES 1ST TIME IN AMBULANCE!!THEN MA POOR DAD HE I TINK STRESS EH!!THEN YEAH HE ASK ME GO WITH AMBUALNCE SINCE ONLI ONE PERSON CAN FOLLOW!FINE I WENT!!HESISTANT BT I WENT!N THEN FINALLY i boarded e AMBULANCE!!WEIRD HUGE BEATS RED LIGHT THEN I TOLD E GUY IN CHINESE DUN TELL MA MUM MUCH!!COS E DOC SAID HER BP 200/90 TTS V V SCARY LA!!N THEN YEAH LOH I TOLD HIM DUN TLEL HER A SHIT SHES FRIGHTENED!THEN YEAH THEN HE ASK ME WAT HAPPENED N STUFF N THEN ARR WE REACH NUH A&E..HAIZ MADNESS CHAOTIC PLACE!!YES U HEARD ME!!SCARY LA TT PLACE!!THEN THEY BRING MA MUM IN SIAL I DUNO WHERE SHE GO I WAIT OUTSIDE THEN WHILE WAITIN I CUDNT TAKE IT LA !!I WANA LEIK BREAK DOWN!! N THEN IN E AMBULANCE E GUY SAE E DOC SHUD B SUED COS THIS IS BAD BAD BAD SO I PANIC DUH!!ME MAH!!PANIC QUEEN SO I DINT NOE WAT TO DO LEH I WAS JUS V V STRESS N WANTED TO BURST IN TEARS!! BT JUS CUDNT FIND A CORNER SCARED TO GO AWAE COS DAD NO MOBILE HE ALSO DUNO MINE SO I JUS STOOD THERE V RESTLESS WALKIN UP N DOWN LOOKIN AT DIFF PPLE!!N THEN I JUS HAD TO DO SUMTHIN SO I SMSED SUM1 I PROMISED NT TO DISTB!!BLEAHZ YES!!I WAS JUS TYPING TYPING N THEN I DINT WANA SEND N THEN I TOT OK DIVYA..JEEVI..SIM..SANDS...RIE..JIA..IT JUS KPT PLAYIN LIEK A LOOP WHO TO SMS N THEN I DUNO WAT E HECK I JUS DID SMS VISH LA!I DUNO jus had to its jus tt point if i dint i jus dint noe wat to do either..n then thx god she replied also la out of kindness then yeah then ma dad came!he ate at e foodcourt n then i jus sat in a daze then yeah saw alot of pple then this guy at e door meet n greet was v v friendly punjabi guy!! he was v v nice i repeat he was v good so i was tellin dad la if i was d boss i hire him mus b sum ITE guy la he dint study well do customer Svcs la n was v v good n i meant it cos i kpt tellin him give ma mum milo n food leh cos she nvr eat pls pls kp a eye on her n he was leik sure mam not to worry shes in good hands so i was leik quite hapi with his svc!n then arr i realised he can speak chi of cos not as gr8 as me bt OKay la sum chinese wat quite cool n then he spoke fluent malay so i was v impressed la i was tellin ma dad!!whoaaaa this guy v good cust svc!scarly he spoke to us tell us sorry abt e delay oh btw we waite 5 HOURS STANDING OKAY I REPEAT STANDINGGGGG OUTSIDE A&E PLS DUN ASK ME HO WI DID TT BT WE DID!!OUCH LA MA LEGS THEN E GUY CAME TOK TO US LA THEN I KPO I ASK HIM OH u work HERE LIEK AFTER GRADUATING?HE SAID YEAH I GRAD FRM POLY GOIN NUS!!WHOA I SHUT MA MOUTH SIAL N LOOK AT MA DAD!!AHHAHA YES!!HES GOIN TO NUS!!WHOWW ADMIRE E GUY MAN!!HES SMART HES GONA DO MEDICINE SO I ASK HIM WAT HE DOIN HERE HE SAID HE WANA SAVE FOR HIS EDUCATION THOUGH PARENTS WANA GAVE TTS WHEN I HID BHIND MA DAD N SAID OMGGG I SHUD MIA HAHA N THen i was tellin him how i jus signedup for mass comm at rmit la bt duno can even make it a not!!whoww e guy realli la v humble n nice n mum told me he took v good care of her!!hahah nice guy!!thumbs UP!!n then i saw mani PATIENTS IN N OUT WHOWW ALOT JUS ALOT I FELT OVAWHELMED I DUNO SUDD STANDIN THERE I WISH I HAD A POWER TO HEAL PPLE INSIDE OUT N REALISED MONEY IS NOT KEY OR IMPT BT HEALTH IS U CAN HAVE ALOT OF CASH BT NO PT IF U HAVE NO HEALTH!! ALL D MONEY GOES TO TT OR U CAN HAVE NO MONEY BT HEALTH I TINK I LIEK E 2ND OPTION OF NOT HAVIN CASH BT HEALTH!REALLI HAIZ WHOW I SAW THIS ANGMOHMAN HIS WIFE N DAUGHTER CAME IN AMBULANCE N THEN HE KP SNAPPIN PIC USIN SLR SUMTHIN I CUD NVR GET LA BT O WELL THIS ANGMOHS R MAD THEN I SAW ANGMOH DOCS N SMIELED V HAMSUM!!I TOLD MA DAD WHOW MUMMY WORKIN IN A PLCE WITH MANI HAMSUM POTENTIAL BACHELORS!!HAHAHA REALLI LA V CUTE!!I SAW ALOT ALOT OF THINGS N ALOT ALOT OF PPLE V AMAZING/!!HOSP REALLI SUMWHERE U MEET PPLE AT THEIR LOWEST EH!N THEN I KPT SMILIN AT THIS OLD UNCLE FRM A HOME WHO WAS ON E BED N THEN HE JUS LOOK AT ME HE WAS PEEPIN AT ME N THEN I LOOK AND SMILE HE TURN HISHEAD AWAE IN DISMAY N THEN MA DAD SAE U SO UGLI LA THEN I SAID YEAH SHUTUP HAHA SO CUTE LA I MISS HAVIN GRANDPARENTS!!I HAVE 2 BT USELESS WANS!DUN ASK WHY HAIZ NVM SUMTIMES BETA OFF HAVIN ALL D PATTIS N TATAS IN PUBLIC THEN MA OWN!HAHAH AN THEN SO NICE LA I MAEN ERM AS STUPIT AS THIS SOUNDS!! NICE AS IN I REALISE WHOW ALOT ALOT ABT LIFE!!V FARNI I NOE I SOUND STUPIT LEIK PSYCHO BT YEAH!!THEN I WENT EMERGENCY PHARMACY FINALLI COLLECT MED N THEN SAW THIS INDIAN LADY WITH HAND IN BANDAGE SO I TOLD HER TC N SHE ASK ME WAT HAPPENED I SAE NO LA MA MUM THEN SHE WAS LIEK OHHH N THEN I TOL DHER DUN WORRY ABT UR HAND AUNTY IT WILL B FINE HAHA SHE KPT SMILIN AT ME!!HAHA I DUNO I N HOSPS R QUITE FANRI I JUS KPT SMILING THOUGH STRESS COS I TOLD MA DAD IF I DUN SMILE AT THIS PATIENTS WHO WILL IF I CUD I WANA GIVE EM BALLLOONS CHOC N TELL EM STORIES N HUG EM REALLI I TINK HUG IS E BEST MEDICINE !!HAHA I DUNO JU SLUV DOIN SUCH THINGS!N THEN YEAH WENT BACK ..MUMS RESTING!!HAIZ I REALLI GOT SCARED TODAY REALLI!!GOT NO IDEA!!FREAKIN SCARY THEN I WENT CAROL HOUSE WALK SPUDDY FOR A WHILE COS I JUS FELT SAD LA HAD TO JUS SEE PSUDDY N THEN B4 TT STUPIT CAROL ONLINE I TELL HER I PITY MA MUM TODAY LA SHE TRAUMATISED N SHE KPT REAPEATIN DUN DWELL IN SELF PITY I M LEIK TOKIN A SHE TOKIN Z I DUNO EH I V PUT OFF BY HER!ITS JUS BEEN RUFF FOR US EVER SINCE I DUNO WHEN!!LIEK REALLI RUFF!SHES RUDE TO HER SIBLINGS N ITS PUTTIN ME OFF ALSO LA!SHE REALLI LA GOT ISSUES WITH HERSELF!I WANA HELP BT YET I HAVE TOO MUCH IN MA HANDS!SHES V V MEAN TO ME LA N HER SIBLINGS BT O WELL!!I DUNO LA BT I TINK I LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST IT!!DUNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ITS LIEK I DUNO EH!!I M JUS SEEIN HER IN A DIFF LIGHT!WEIRD ARR BT YEAH!ANYWAE I REALLI PRAY TT EVERY1 IS FINE!HAIZ!!RANDOM I JUS FEEL DIFFERENT LIEK WEIRD DIFFERENT!!LIEK I M BEGININ TO SEE LOTSA DIFFERENCES BTW ME N CK!!I REALLI DUNO HWO FAR ITS GONA GO BT I N CK NOE ONE THING NOT V FAR IT WILL GO!HMMPH WE R JUS V V DIFFF!!!SHES JUS V V MEAN N I DUNO LA O WELL 2 DIFF PPLE I WANTED GO NUS SHOW TOM!!BT SUMHW I TOLD MASELF 4GET IT !!JUS MOODLESS BLEAHZ!! ANYWAEE!!LIFES MAD MAD MAD!! RI REALLI WANA DO SUMTHIN BT I DUNO WAT !!BT I WANA !!HAIZ!!I DINT EAT E ENTIRE DAY TILL ABT 6PM..HAHHA YES BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY TT!!N ABIT ONLI LA NOW ABIT HUNGRI BT NVM ON MA DIET!!HAHA HAIZZZZ I M CONSIDERING E RAW FOOD DIET!!LOOKS DIFF N INTERESTIN N REFRESHING EH!!LOLZ U NOE SUMTHIN I FEEL LEIK JUS GOIN AWAE FAR FAR FAR FAR AWAE ON A HOLIDAE!!ME N MA FAM OR JUS ME ALONE SUMWHERE NICE REFRESHING TT I WANA LEARN A THING OR TWO SUMTHIN DIFF EXPERIENCE SUMTHIN POSITIVE U NOE HAAHAHA LOLZ!! I DUNO SUDD I DUN WANA SAE E WORK F LIFE OR ANYTHING SUDD I JUS FEEL FARNI A LIL WEIRD N DIFF N SUMTHIN I DUNO I M V THXFUL SUDD I DUNO LA FOR WAT BT YEAH I AM!STRANGE BT E 5HOURS WAIT MADE ME SEE ALOT OF STUFF!HAIZ..WHEN NITE HITS WHEN PPLE CLUB THERE R PPLE DYING!!SCARY RITE!!I DUNO EH HOSP SCARES ME REALLI ALOT MAKES ME LEARN TO APPRECIATE LIFE INFACT I M TINKIN OF GOIN SUMWHERE LEIK A 3RD WORLD COUNTRY FOR A HOLIDAE TO LIVE A SIMPLE N SATISFYIN LIFE!FOR A SHORT WHILE!!JUS A BEAUTIFUL SCENERAY NO SHOPPIN NOTHING!COOK MA OWN FOOD ON WOODS N LIGHT MA OWN FIRE N DRINK FRESH RIVER WATER!!REALLI PLAY WITH E CATS N DOGS N THEN I DUNO LA POKE FISHES?!HAHAH KIDING HAHA CARRY LAMBS N SHEEPS!!I DUNO LA I REALLI WANA SEE SUNSET CHOP SUM PLANTS N I DUNO LA JUS REALLI WANA DO SUMTHIN NICE MEMORABLE I DUNO LA!!SCREW E RICHES!!YES YES YES WE NEED E RICHES BT WE NEED INNER PEACE EH!!SUMTHIN I LACK!!I DUNO EH JUS WANA B ALONE N GET AWAE!YES I SUDD M JUS NTO KEEN IN LUV OR ANYTHING JUS SUMTHIN DIFF XEPRIENCE!1O WELL LETS SEE!THX U SWAMI FOR MA PARENTS !!LUV U!1

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MASS COMM?!BITCHY WORLD?SUPERFICIAL?KIMORA?LAUREN CONRAD?ME?!.
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I am a gurl who wishes to try the impossible and make it right for me.Is Mass comm what i been missing out to get it right? Or would i be too caught up in the superfical world of communications?!

Unconditional Desires.
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Mix the words up.
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